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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! Katharina15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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    Photography is my life, and my life is Music.

    I've tried hard to succeed and i've failed in the process.

    I'm a magnet to misfits, nerds and throwaways.

    I'm a high schooler trying to find themselves in the life of drugs and alcohol.

    I'm learning stuff about me that I never would've thought to do in a million years.

    I laugh at stuff from days and years ago. I laugh when nobody else laughs. I'm immature with my friends.



    Kansas is my life. I hate that, I want to move, but i can't i love the people here.


    I ♥ music|shoes|clothes|family|friends|bring me the horizon|my chemical romance|concerts|and my beloved mom|

    and I hate losers and druggies. I can't let myself end up on the streets where my dreams come to an end. I live to make other people laugh at my stupidness. And i couldn't live without them.


    I care what other people think. but i think i'm FINALLY getting over that. I'm fine with my weight and i'm getting over my imperfections.



    I'm nice and i'm mean. I'm careless and i'm selfless. I have a heart and I have no Heart. I want you to care and I want to care. I can't live without you. Promise me that.






    i can't do this anymore

    Sat Apr 25, 2009, 6:10 PM
    • Mood: Agony
    • Listening to: Friends
    • Reading: agony
    • Watching: emotions
    • Playing: the keyboard
    • Eating: corys junk
    • Drinking: his juice

    my life?
    couldn't be any worse.

    Friends, family, and school?
    nothing could compare to the word, "dreadful"

    dad is cheating on my mom for the 15th time, maybe even the 30th time.
    oh well right?
    wrong, couldn't be any worse in this house. Nothing is going right.

    I'm pretty much not in love with life right now, i couldn't bring myself up to loving it because it pretty much hates me right now.

    I walked all the way home from school and i pretty much died halfway. oh the joy of being obese.

    Well i pretty much want to be so depressed so i can not eat and starve myself.

    I want to, i don't want to end up hating life and being fat, oh wait I already am. :D

    So lame, i try to eat healthy, i exercise and nothing comes out of it. its like nothing works. So i might as well puke my guts out and have my teeth fall out. or anorexia! I become so sick that I can actually be skinny. I want to be a size 7. but no luck right?

    eh. god hates me. but ya know...nothing works out right now. But i'm pretty sure something down the road will be so good, i won't hate life, i'll be loving it, but in the end, right now, I hate life. But i'm sure i'll get mine when i'm older.

    And it will be so much better sitting at a computer writing. I'll be doing what i love for the rest of my life, and who wouldn't want that?

    I'll be playing guitar, but I know fer sure, I prolly won't be as good as some kids, but i'll be doing it for myself and nobody can't tell me otherwise.

    OR

    I'll be a nurse or a doctor, being a top surgeon or someone who can make a difference in someone's life. Someone who will choose between life and death, you know that they don't want to die before they go to sleep. Its a dreadful job but someone has to do it.



    but for now dA I shall leave you all to your mindless painting and your great photography and your lovely news.


    xo,
    d



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    ~InsomniaticVampire93 Apr 6, 2009, 5:05:14 PM
    Thank you for the fave!! :D

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